“Buck, sometimes, I believe you’re too like a girl. Streeter doesn’t deserve any sympathy. How many times must I say it? Trust me; you’ll regain your self-respect if you stick with me,” Fred assured him. “Now, just pretend to be friends again with Streeter so we can have some fun with him.”
November came on with biting winds blasting over the Plain and sending the last bits of summer weed and debris across the paths at West Point. Buck found his opportunity to reconcile with Streeter one grey afternoon. Buck liked the winter, but this year the chill gnawed into the slow-to-heal gash at his head. Wearing a hat only aggravated the wound more. Buck shivered feeling hungry and out of sorts, but here came Streeter. They could pass each other without a word as they had done for the past few weeks, but then Buck would have to suffer another day with Fred on his back.
“Mr. Streeter . . .” Buck called over the wind in his deep and strong voice.
Streeter, taken aback, stopped in his tracks, his eyes hungry for reconciliation. “Yes, sir?”
Buck pulled his shoulders up close and tightened his collar before speaking. “Um, Streeter, I . . .”
“Sir, permission to interrupt?”
Buck sighed in annoyance. “What?”
“Sir, I’ve had so much time to consider things—the way I was with you on the first day back in the barracks—you were right. I was a coward. I never should have left you at the stables and I was a complete ass to speak to you the way I did in your room. If a fellow can’t stand on his own then he doesn’t deserve to be a cadet.”
Buck had imagined a different type of encounter. “Streeter, I . . .”
“Sir, I just want to say that if one day I could be half as brave as you, I’d be satisfied. To stand alone for another—well, I guess when push came to shove I failed. When I came to you I was angry that you didn’t forgive me, but you were right not to.”
Buck swallowed hard. He coughed, fighting a cold. “Streeter, I, I suppose I can forgive you.”
“Sir, I sincerely hope you will—though I don’t deserve it.”
“Yes, well, we all make mistakes in judgment,” Buck said.
“Sir, I intend to pay you back—all I owe you,” Streeter replied, “but it will take some time. I’ve sent word to my father to sell off my horses—but they’re not worth $400.”
“Will you pay back the money you took from Fred, Streeter?”
Streeter’s face turned grim. “I don’t know what you mean. I owe him nothing!”
Buck’s features tightened and his violet eyes averted. “No matter. It’s all in the past.”
Streeter gave him an odd look. “Sir, you’re such an inspiration. I’ve never met anyone who so valiantly disregards popular opinion to march to his own beat. One day I think you will be some sort of a hero.”
“No, only an officer in the army. Streeter, I’ve got to go now. I’m chilled to the bone and have the catarrh.” He coughed and walked off.
Streeter called after him, “I don’t know how I’ll make it the winter if it gets any colder than this.”
Buck’s stomach turned.
Back at the barracks, Buck climbed the stairs to his room. The dim light of autumn filtered between the regulation curtains. The friendly smell of coals in the stove comforted him not a bit. Carter dressed and gathered his text books.
“Buck, are you sure you won’t come and practice recitations with the fellows? We miss your wit.”
“Is that so? Well, I feel dull today—so I’ll give it a miss this time,” Buck replied as he leaned back onto his unmade bed.
“Blast it, Buck. I thought by now you would have forgiven us.”
“I have,” Buck lied. “I just don’t want to study. I know the work.”
“Buck, you haven’t studied in weeks and it begins to show. You’ll be written up for sure over the state of your bed and all.”
“I’ll be fine. Don’t you worry.” Buck propped up his pillow with a rough punch and lay back hand behind his head.
Carter came to his bedside. “I didn’t say I was worried. I only feel sorry for you—to watch you turn away from friends and throw away all that’s good in life—it’s sad.”
“I’ve only turned away from what bores me,” Buck said. “Carter, you’re an unremarkable cadet. As a friend though, I thought you had the admirable traits of loyalty and decency. I confess I even tried to model myself after you, but I was naïve.”
“Buck, what do you want from me? I made a mistake. But you were with Streeter quite a lot.”
“Listen, I don’t give a damn anymore what happened this summer. Streeter will be made to pay for what he did, but don’t for a second think I trust you. Fred was right all along. No one is to be trusted but family.”
“Well, I’m glad to see that Streeter will get his, but Fred is just dangerous,” Carter said.
Buck waved him off. “Then I guess it’s good to be on his side.”
Excerpted from WEARY OF RUNNING. Read more about Buck Crenshaw and his misadventures when you buy the book today!
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